I meditated and asked some questions. A woman’s energy responded- very feminine, motherly. I felt a pressure in my forehead- third eye- my indicator for Gaia. She responded to me.
I asked for rain to ease my suffering. She responded that it wasn’t possible to perform party tricks like that.
I countered: “Am I not the Awareness of my reality?”
She said: “Yes, but it isn’t the Universe’s way to individually grant wishes- Nobody stands alone.”
“But I am one with all things and surely what is good for me, for this aspect specifically, is good for all of the other aspects of myself surrounding me?”
“This is true, but this is a part of a more vast cycle that is so beyond your small corner of the world. There can’t be a small area that is not in energetic cycle with the rest of the Universe.”
“This feels unfair. Like my unlimited imaginative desires are being limited.”
“Yes, to the human body, the human ego, and the human mind-defined spirituality, yes. This instantaneous and direct path to desires fulfilled being blocked feels unfair. This feels limiting. But the limits defined become concepts explored and with that, desires fulfilled. Gravity is a rule, planes are the imaginative human miracle to circumvent the limit.”
“Thank you.”
Another kind reminder that The Universe knows what it’s all about. The human desire for change is what and where we dedicate our attentive energy towards. Desires are fulfilled, but not always in the most direct and simple way. There’s no lesson, growth, learning, understanding, or interconnection there. That’s not the way the Universe works.
